Leeds canal #everydaybeauty #Leeds #brewerywharf #riveraire (at Brewery Wharf)
When things just feel like it’s all too much. When you’re close to being overwhelmed and you’ve never been so lost. Slow down. Take a deep breath. And another. You’re capable more than you think.
The Cat Empire. Absolutely immense! #thecatempire #Somersethouse #amexsounds #youresosly (at Somerset House)
I found it!! #booksabouttown #London #summer2014 #howtotrainyourdragon (at The Scoop at More London)
Nothing beats a good pho tai chin. #mamapho #Vietnamese #surreyquays #London #foodgasm (at Mama Pho)
Baked salmon in olive oil and lime juice with sauteed vegetables and couscous. #lastnightsdinner #food #goodnosh #nom
I’ve finally discovered what feeling is the worst to have.
It’s not hate, lust, envy or wrath. Although they are still pretty bad in extreme forms.
Self-loathing is most definitely the worst feeling to have.
I don’t feel comfortable in my own skin. Like I want to jump out and inhabit another to shake this feeling. I feel like the whole world is judging me and against me - that I need to try and please them by being careful with my every move but it just doesn’t seem to work.
Everything I do seems to have negative consequences at the moment. And I can’t seem to just stop doing them. It’s like watching a train crash and I really don’t know how to stop it.
I’m not crashing. I know that. And I imagine this will all blow over in time just like any other time. But this gut feeling of self-loathing will stick like a horrible itch you can’t reach. Maybe that’ll help me keep on the straight and narrow next time.